I am not sure that I am in lust or in love with my boyfriend. We have been together for just over six months, but I am still not sure how I feel about him. He is a lovely guy, but I can’t really say that I have deep feelings for him. I do, however, fancy the pants off him and find it hard to keep my hands off him. Not that he seems to mind, but I am not sure it is the right kind of relationship for me to be in. I have learned a lot of things at cheap escorts in London, and one of the things I have learned is that relationships built on lust do not last.
Lust is more of a desire than a true feeling. Believe me, I meet plenty of men at London escorts who lust after me, so I have learned to recognize lust. Many men think that they are in love with the girls they date at London escorts. But, if you were to ask me, I think that the vast majority of the gents I date at London escorts only lust after me. Sure, they may have some dreams of spending more time with me, but I often ask myself what they are really after.
Being in love with someone means that you have deep feelings for them. I don’t get that at all when I look at my boyfriend. Like I said to one of my best friends at London escorts the other day, I just feel that I want to rip his clothes off and have sex with him. That is the only that goes through my mind when we are together. Sure,I have been in love since I joined London escorts, but to be fair, I don’t think that applies to the guy I am going out with now.
Did I feel that way from the moment I met him? Thinking back, I am pretty sure that the only thing I have felt for this guy is lust. I may have fooled myself into thinking that I was in love with him at the early part of our relationship, but now I know that I am not. If it all ended tomorrow, I would be upset but as we don’t have much of an emotional connection, I don’t think I would worry too much. More than likely I would just get on with my job at London escorts.
Am I wasting my time? One of the girls I work with at London escorts have got this idea that you should be in love with the person you are dating. I know what she means, but I am not sure it is true. If you are both okay with what is going on, I think it is perfectly okay to have what can only be called a “booty call“. I am not sure I am in this relationship for the long-term. He is a bit of fun, and a good looking guy who can best be described as a lover.